I haven’t talked to my mother for 2 weeks now and it feels like ages. I haven’t seen her for 4 years now and i feel terrible. I MISS HER SO MUCH! I miss her so much am on the verge of tears. I want to call her and talk to her right now, but i don’t want to wake up Eli. I am going to wake up early in the morning and call her and talk to her for as much as that calling card will take. See she still lives in Africa, her and my entire family.
They have a decent life there. Other than health issues, she is doing good. I miss everything about her. I feel bad she hasn’t met her grandkids yet. I know she would love to, but my parents are so busy with work that them taking a vacation to come here and visit is just not in the cards right now, so i am going to have to take the boys there this coming year to see them…Hopefully.
Have you ever sat down and thought about someone in your life, and you somehow think to yourself, or basically have a feeling that , there may be a possibility that same very minute they may be thinking about you too? That is how i am feeling this moment about my mom. So, If only i could just see my mom right now, i would run to her, throw my arms around her and give her a big bear hug. I would laugh, jump with so much joy that i would just be in tears. I would look up in the sky and just thank Heavens for keeping her safe for me. I would tell her how much i have missed her, all those years, everyday. I will give her a big kiss and tell her how much i love her with all my heart and soul.
I would thank her for being my mom. I would sit and tell her everything about my days, my moments with the kids, and that i am happy, but just miss her and all my siblings and everyone else in the family very much. If only…
It is definitely the Holidays. There is just something about Christmas that makes you want to be around those you love dearest.
Well, i hope you will get to spend this Holiday season with those you love the most.
Happy Holidays!
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