Hi mom,
I know i don’t get to see you or talk to you everyday, but i do miss you so very much. Everything is ok, no worries, i just need you sometime. I think of you and worry about you all the time, but i bury myself in the mommy mode, so i can bring back the smile on my face. I know what you go through daily , worrying about me and hoping and praying that am healthy, taking care of myself, and happy.
Everyone is sleeping right now. The boys and their father are sleeping. Eli snores, he got that from his dad for sure. Julian drives me crazy of late. I think he is screaming for attention, my attention as i have been all hands on the baby. Some nights i go lay beside him on the bed and just wrap my hands around him and give him kisses , and whisper on his ear how much i love him, and proud of him. I put myself in his shoes, and i can’t help but feel sad, then i feel guilty. I miss you mom. I miss you so much, i can’t believe am crying…. I am a grown woman, crying because i miss my mother, oh goodness.
Thank you for everything. I am truly grateful for you. You always listen, even from a far away, like now…I know you are probably thinking about me too. Talking about me to the locals, and letting them know about my kids and my life here.
You need to take some time off work though and take care of yourself. You have worked all your life, take a vacation…yeah i know , dad won’t buy that. Only you could put up with him, ha ha…you married him, ha ha.. he is all right, i guess. Yes, i know i love him, and tell him i miss him too, and yes i will come home soon, i promise. You want to see your grandkids, i get it, and honestly i would love for you to meet them. You will love them. Julian is learning how to read. Today he read Eric Carle’s Does a Kangaroo have a mother, too? all by himself. I am so proud of him i know you will be too.
Eli is trying to reach out for his toys, doing his mini push ups and he has pretty strong hands and feet. You will love his smile and laugh. Talk about Eli, there he goes i hear him crying. I have to go, so i can get some sleep as well.
Hey mom, i love you and miss you so very much. I hold your smile always. Till next time,
Love always, your daughter, Sophia
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