I got home about half an hour ago from work. Julian and Eli are both sleeping. Eli looks soo peaceful asleep. Tonight he didn’t even stir when i leaned over to rub his hair. He has head full of hair, then i blew some kisses and walk to Julian’s room.
Julian had kicked the covers off his bed, as usual. I cover him up, pull his socks up and his pj top a little down and kiss his cheeks goodnight, and tell him i love him and missed him today. He turns to his side and goes on sleeping.
I stand and watch him sleep for a few more seconds, and think to myself, he looks soo peaceful… before leaving his room , i turn his music down. He has always slept with classical music since he was a baby, we just set it on repeat and goes on the whole night. I leave the door open a few inches, and walk away to get changed for bed, but i needed to blog too, lol… I am now hooked on…
Honestly, when i look back to when Julian was Eli’s age, i would not have been able to even sit this long on this computer to type. That kid never slept that long, he was always up crying, very itchy due to his eczema, and his only consolation was to nurse. I mean it felt like that is all that i used to do at night, breast-feed him. So with Eli.. am so grateful, it has been easy, very easy so far.
I know it sound repetitive, but if you have healthy children be thankful. The stress that come with having to watch your kids in pain or suffer is unexplainable. Hold your kids, hug and kiss them as much as you can, always tell them how much you love them, daily. They are truly your sleeping angels.
sweet dreams!
